Frankly, any time you spend on “what might’ve been” is a waste of your time and bad leadership. All of your time and energy must be spent dealing with the critical elements of your plan – revenue and and expenses and cash.
We know it’s a hard thing to swallow. But the reality is that your dream only becomes a reality when you lead your company through this crisis. Focus on the core and when you emerge from all this, you can turn your attention back to your dream.